VITAMIN D FINALLY!

Living in Wisconsin, I feel as if I am often deprived of sun. It feels like it's winter 99 percent of the year and the seasons just don't want to change. Monday morning it was snowing. Today it was in the sixties and sunny with this amazing breeze that skyrocketed my mood. Not to mention I spent the morning half of my day at Amincon Falls State Park wandering around aimlessly with one of my best friends. That sunshine is just enough to brighten my day. (HA. PUN). Anyway... it was much needed, considering the toll stress is taking on me lately. I need to just take a moment to breathe, but often that's the hardest thing for me to do.

I just turned in my psychology project on Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Is it sad that the entire case study I wrote for it consists of events that have ALL happened to me? I don't want to seem like I'm self diagnosing myself, but often I really feel as if I have this disorder. And it SUCKS. The anxiety doesn't leave you alone and you worry non-stop about everyday things most people only shrug at. It makes me think I'm crazy...

I started writing a poem about it that developed from the last paragraph of my case study. I'll probably post it on here later.

All I know is, I'm STARVING. And I'm holding onto that sunshine I got this morning. <3
Because with graduation exactly ONE MONTH from today...I'm getting a little nostalgic and...frazzled.

Breathe, Sydnee. Just breathe.