Sadness?

That episode of Vampire Diaries was no help in boosting my mood.

Jenna died.

And Damon's probably on his way to death....

I don't understand how they can save him at this point.

Apparently the finale next week is supposed to be 'gut wrenching.'

....Sigh. It is now midnight and being the good student I am, I haven't touched my homework and instead came home and cried for a good hour and a half and then watched Vampire Diaries which made me cry all over again.

My head hurts and I can't stand the thought of doing anything that makes me have to think....

I'm worried about everything. About everybody in my life. Not so much that I won't persevere, but that they won't. I'm terrified of that. Happiness shouldn't be too much to ask for.

If there's a God, what the hell is he doing? And why isn't He/whoever helping those I love?