Thursdays usually hate me;

Today needs to end. Now.

I woke up from a nightmare
I was almost late to school
My novel said it has "issues" and I can't get my paperback copy until they are fixed and I don't even understand what's wrong with it
There was no barbeque sauce at lunch
I HIT SOMEONE'S CAR.

That's right. In the parking lot, I hit someone's door that was wide open.
Good thing he was cool about it. And his dad.
Except if it's over 1000 dollars in damage I'm going to be in so much trouble with my mom.
Insurance rates are going to go up and to prevent that she's going to have to pay money out of her pocket
I feel horrible. HORRIBLE.
I've felt horrible all day about it.

And then I had to go to work and deal with Carrie.
Of course I only worked until like seven.

Why is Tanner so sweet? Why is he so cute?
If anything, he made my day better.
He offered to work for me. He put his hand on my shoulder and told me things are going to be okay.
He kept asking me what was wrong and when I finally told him, he understood.
He told me stories of things he did that were stupid.
He kept trying to make me laugh.

"What's wrong Syd? Would you smile? You're always telling me to be in a better mood at work. I don't like seeing you like this. You're never like this. Lighten up."

^^ WITH HIS TANNER SMILE.

GAHHHHH.

I think I'm going to take some sleeping pills and "zonk" as Jamie would say. Because I really can't be awake anymore.

Because no matter what anyone tells me I'm not going to believe it's okay until I hear how much the damage cost is tomorrow.