Anxious High?!

Lately I feel like someone else. Like, since I turned eighteen, I discovered some weird hidden part of myself. I'm not sure if it's good or bad, but it's sort of freaking me out.

I've been on this anxious high for...two days now? Since yesterday morning when I rolled out of bed. I don't even understand how that happened, but I keep freaking out about one thing after another. First a permission slip that I lost (which I found this morning by the way), then about being asked on a date (I proceeded to fall off of my bed and laugh into the floor for five minutes and then decide to eat cake, which was obviously a good idea given how sick I was to my stomach and how I was hyperventilating). Today I was still freaking out about that and then I totally went into the hallway where Courtney was practically cornered and being yelled at by her "friends" who aren't her "friends" anymore. They're so mean and immature. "You going to cry Courtney?" Like, who does that? So I walked right over, grabbed Courtney's arm, and told her, "This is when you walk away. You don't take this shit." And then they turned on me and were like "SHE STARTED IT!" (Such an elementary response) To which I replied, "So humiliating her and yelling at her in the hallway is the solution?" Their response: "Well she won't talk to us outside of school." Me: "Well I wouldn't want to talk to you either if I was being treated like this." They started to yell and I put up my hand and walked away, still not believing that I did that. Where did this adrenaline come from?! How did I make myself go out there? I feel like I just got a little sassy.... Hmm, anyway, Courtney thanked me. I guess I think it's because I'm so past that shit that I can just react to it like that. I mean, who does that anymore? Two of them were seniors? Is that any way to act? It makes me want to face palm. THAT'S RIDICULOUS.

Plus, I keep getting confused on what day it is and I fell asleep last night and woke up because I knocked my laptop on the floor! (Sorry Ollie) And apparently I didn't turn off my lamp because I woke up with it on. My head hurts...

How much Fong likes Jamie is SO CUTE. I feel like Janis, overwhelmed with cuteness lately. Gah.

NEW VAMPIRE DIARIES TONIGHT.  <3

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BYE.

Oh and another email from Sofi Santiago...fantastic.