Friends, Summer, College, Lasertagging and....Delis?

I realized last night that I've been failing at blogging lately. It's like ever since graduation happened, my mind cant' wrap around the fact that it's summer and that I don't have to go back to that high school in the fall. Maybe it's because the weather is crappy (barely 60 degrees) or maybe it's because I expected something more from graduation. I mean, I already have my college schedule. So you think it would set in, but it hasn't. I honestly have no clue.

All I know is, come August, I HAVE to be ready. To say goodbye to three people I love as they move onto college. It's going to be tough. Especially when you just became really close with them in the past year, but they have to go. They're being brave. Brave enough to follow their dreams and get out of this small, cold Wisconsin town. I applaud them for that.

I feel like all of us are so afraid this summer. We want to make all of these plans, but we're all so afraid because we know what is coming. We can't stay concentrated on that. We just can't...

I realized a lot of this sitting in Laura's kitchen yesterday with her and Janis, eating mac & cheese and singing at the top of our lungs, just before we went to Adventure Zone. (Which was really FUN by the way.) Laser tag was awesome, although little boys kept shooting us every where we turned. It gave me a huge adrenaline rush and I honestly don't remember the last time I got one of those. Plus, I sorta won a thousand tickets from one token in a machine at the arcade and stood there dumbfounded as they kept pouring out of the machine. I got a stuffed monkey with 600 of them and gave some to Laura and the rest to a little girl. :)

Plus, I'm super stuck on my TMI fanfiction that Jamie and I are working on next for our next contest. I can't seem to find a way to start it and I need some inspiration.

Other than that, I just woke up from the strangest dream. And it was creepy. Because in my dream I kept saying, "This is ridiculous. This isn't real. I'm dreaming" over and over again, but I wouldn't wake up. In my dream I couldn't remember what time I started work today. I KNOW a closing shift starts at 5, but for some reason, in my dream I was confused. (I think I had this dream because I'm nervous about closing tonight for the first time. Even though it's just training). Anyway, when I got to Burger King to check my schedule in my dream, the WHOLE place was different. IT WAS A DELI. And I have no freakin' clue why. It was called Salami King.... and it was the strangest thing EVER. I freaked out at Heidi and was just like "I have to close tonight! Where's the schedule?! Where are the burgers?" and she just kept shrugging and saying "I dunno what happened" and then Courtney kept texting me being like, "We don't have to work tonight now. Let's go partying!" And it was just really really odd....

Anyway, long rambling blog for the win?
Tonight should be interesting.
Seven and a half hours at Burger King, a lot of them spent with Tanner and Heidi.
Hopefully I don't epic fail somehow.
Just sayin'