Sigh...

I've come to the conclusion that Brittani Taylor is the next most inspiring person to me, after the members of Three Days Grace of course. She rewrites the lyrics to popular pop songs that have so much more meaning. They always have a great message. I can't stop listening to her version of Teenage Dream. Sosososo much better than Katy Perry's.


I really miss you,
Hope that you miss me too,
I wanna hold you,
Nothing that I can do,
So ordinary,
Without you by my side,
And I cry,

I loved your laughter,
The look that you gave just me,
Such a disaster,
I wish my soul was free,
So I could find you,
Wherever you are out there,
Cause I Care,

Why’d you go,
Why did you leave,
Me alone,
In life,
It’s not fair,
That you are gone,
And I feel empty inside,

I hope you are in a better place,
Hope the Lord has your soul to save,
Nothing left in my heart to break,
And now you are gone,
I am so torn,

All I saw was the love in you,
Heart so strong and I always knew,
You were mine and I was yours,
You are no more,
I can’t ignore,

I found a picture,
Remembered the night we spent,
With us together,
Barely could pay the rent,
It didn’t matter,
Because you were my best friend,
Till the end,

I can’t scream,
It does no good,
Doesn’t fix, what’s wrong,
No way to reverse the past,
Me and you,
How do I move on?

I hope you are in a better place,
Hope the Lord has your soul to save,
Nothing left in my heart to break,
And now you are gone,
I am so torn,

All I saw was the love in you,
Heart so strong and I always knew,
You were mine and I was yours,
You are no more,
I can’t ignore,

This may seem obscene,
But I keep living,
Knowing I will see you soon,

And I feel misplaced,
Cause life’s a race,
You set the pace for now,

I know you are in better place,
See you at the pearly gates,
My heart beats to see my fate,
I live for you,
I will make it through,

Maybe it was just your time,
I know I will be just fine,
Cause of love must be divine,
I will see again,
I will see my best friend.

This may seem obscene,
But I keep living,
Knowing I will you see you soon,

And I feel misplaced,
Cause life’s a race,
You set the pace for now,

For now.

AMAZING.

I'm lame. I'm way too out of it lately. My family feels distanced. Weird. It was the strangest thing, not having my dad here all week and then my mom and brother being gone this weekend with him because he finally got an apartment and they were helping him set up. My family's always been together. It's different. And I miss my dad. But it could be worse. Family's go through way worse. So I shouldn't be complaining.

I wish you would listen to me. I always listen to you. But when I have a problem, you just start talking about yourself. Thanks. Makes me feel important.

Goodnight. I've got school in the morning. xP