You make my head spin;

My mom was gone for two days and came back today. Those two days were sort of blissful. I hate having to say that about my mom. Really, I do. I'm not one of those kids who is always talking about how much they hate their parents. My parents are actually really awesome. They care for their family, they believe in me and even though my dad only comes home on weekends because of his job, I believe we're a strong family.

My mood just crashed today. Probably because I knew she was coming home. That sounds horrible, but it's true. My mom is so unpredictable. One moment she's the world's most amazing mom and the next, I don't want to even live here anymore. She came home and within ten minutes after her arrival she had yelled at me 3 times because: a) somebody threw a soda can in the garbage, b) there was a blanket unfolded, and c) because i was trying to figure out what was wrong with my laptop because I couldn't use microsoft word or power point. Apparently when she leaves for two days we think we have free reign and can do whatever I want. Yes Mom, that is why I spent a lot of the time making things were clean and orderly, but you always find something wrong.

I don't understand why she acts this way. I know things are hard without my dad here and such, but this just isn't fair and it's not normal. Her mood changes so fast and I have no idea what to expect from her. It's too dangerous to tell her how I feel. She won't see it.

I haven't even told her the cool news about my senior project nor has she expressed any interest in it. It probably won't matter anyway. Because all she can concentrate on is the negative.

My sister's moving out soon and now Jacob and I are left with her...

My head is pounding so bad. I took five ibuprofen. And I don't give a shit.