Chop my head off? Please?

50 hours when I clocked out today.
Damn.

Still got a migraine. That's nothing new. What pisses me off the most is that it won't leave. And I just got all of my ideas sorted out for this new plot and I really want to start writing. Every time I sit down to write, my head is throbbing and I just can't get the words to flow right. It's really pissing me off. My neck is swollen all the time. And I just want to scream. Either that, or chop my head off. I already suggested to one of my coworkers that he do so, but he said no because it'd get him arrested.

I just want it to go away. I want to have a clear head so I can sit down and right or enjoy the nice weather outside or times with my friends. Speaking of the weather, heat advisory tomorrow? If it's 95 degrees because of humidity I might just die at work, just sayin'. Or die in general, since you know, my house doesn't have air conditioning.

Seriously. All I want...is for my headache to disappear. And for things to be right for Jamie for once. Too much to ask? I guess so.

And you know what? I'm starting a project. I'm going to buy a freakin' journal and fill it with random shit. It doesn't have to look nice, doesn't have to be perfect. I want it to be messy and filled with thoughts, because that's what my mind is like: Chaos. IT WILL HAPPEN.

Anyway, my head is throbbing. I told my mom I'd sleep like three hours ago. Why do I fail? And why do I keep having nightmares?

Good question.

Dear Migraine;

Stop making my neck swollen
My eyelids heavy
My head throb
And stalling my writing.

I hate you.

Sincerely,

Pissed-Off-Writer

So let's review;

1.) I closed last night and then picked Jamie up at one a.m. and we proceeded to stay up until 8 a.m. and fall asleep for two and a half hours.
2.) We brainstormed ideas all day, looked up mythological creatures, came up with names and plots, skyped with Janis and ate at Burger King.
3.) I've been fighting a MAJOR migraine since yesterday afternoon and my neck likes to swell.
4.) Today was my ONLY day off this week.
5.) The weather is amazing. 73 degrees? AWESOME.
6.) I really don't want to work tomorrow.
7.) I think I sorta kinda like Corey.
8.) MY WISDOM TEETH HURT AND IT'S HARD TO EAT.
9.) Oh and I saw Morgan three days in a row and it was amazing, only now I think her phone was taken away and she's in major trouble.
10.) I scratched the Masquerade plan as cool as it was.
11.) I have an amazing plot to write into a story and I'm hoping it goes well because it's something I've wanted to write forever.

^^ These pocket watches are a huge part of this plot and story I'm starting. :D I'm excited. I'm going to map out stuff tonight and start writing.

Too much working, plots, wisdom teeth and Morgan binges;

My teeth hurt. As in, my wisdom teeth that are coming in and REALLY hurting my mouth. It feels like I have fangs poking through, not that I would know what that feels like or anything. (Jamie would find that funny considering she calls me Fangsy).But seriously, it hurts to eat. And it's swollen and I'm scared as hell to have them taken out later.

My grad party went fine, despite my mom's worries. There wasn't a ton of people,but there wasn't five either, so it was good. I'm really kinda sorta excited because my mom's friend knows a guy in publishing who she's going to try to talk to for me, which could be a step in getting published, and we all know that's my dream. I just hope something comes out of it. Even advice on how to get started to get published.

I can't explain how wonderful it is to have someone back in your life who seemed to be missing for so long. I've been on a three day Morgan binge and I'm totally okay with that. Plus, she's helped me piece ideas together for the new story I started. I'm hoping it goes somewhere and I don't try to make it too complicated because that's where I give up.

I feel like a work-o-holic. Burger King needs to hire more people. Guess I just need to think about the fact that come that paycheck, I can buy myself something nice. Or some nice things. Besides, my coworkers are always interesting, so why not see them six days a week? Still seems a little too much to me.

Wow, my blogs are so mundane...
Well, it is Mundie Monday. HAHAHA.

I have a problem with TMI series...
Considering I am now married to Simon on Facebook...

Sunshine and Masquerades;

Blogging seems kind of random lately and about nothing in particular.

I guess this one isn't either. Oh well?

I get to see Morgan for three days in a row. <3 That never happens. I've spent so long without her. It's so nice. Grad party tomorrow as well. Let's hope that turns out well, since half of my extended family isn't even coming. Kind of hurts, but I can't dwell on it, I suppose.

THE SUN WAS SHINING TODAY AND IT WAS OVER 70 DEGREES.

Enough said.

Good day.

I also changed the title of my blog, along with the URL and the banner at the top.

Guess I was just feeling a change. One was needed.

I also have the weekend off from work, which is much needed.

I felt like I was seeing my coworkers way too much. As in way more than my family or friends.

It was annoying...

On an amazing note, I started something new...as in writing. I'm not sure what the title is yet and I only have the basics of the plot figured out, but I went with the masquerade idea. And I'm really excited about it. Janis and Jamie are two of the main characters in it and I'm really feeling it. I just hope it goes well.