The Best Sunday/The Worst Sunday

Today was one of the greatest days I've had in a while:

I spent the day with some of the greatest people. I'm really beginning to realize what great people I've surrounded myself with. (:

Blasting music and singing at the top of our lungs in my car (to mostly Ke$ha and some Nsync)
Buying matching shirts that are different colors
A new key necklace <3
Hurricane simulator machine shenanigans
BEASTLY!!!! Alex Pettyfer, enough said. "WASSSSUPPPPPP?" Love that movie.
Tons of laughing
Random conversations
Meaningful conversations
Janis' perfect prom dress
Glitter everywhere

Random little girl in dressing room: SUCK IT INNNNNNN.
Sister of little girl: I can't suck in my boobs!
Janis: YOU'RE AWESOME
Little girl: But I'm only seven!
Janis: You're still awesome. I was awesome when I was seven!
Me: ....No, you weren't.

"You're a typo."
"You're a sentence fragment."
"You're a run on sentence."
"You're an improperly conjugated verb!"
Laura: "...What am I?"
"You're a question mark."
Laura: O:

Sydney: "You're an irregular square and that's not even possible!"

Jessie (While watching Beastly): "....That must be some strong roofies."

Me: "Janis and Sydney are all glittery from a dress Janis tried on at JCPenney."
Jamie: "So what's your excuse?
Me: O:

Me: "I hope Jamie can find my car to put her stuff in it."
Sydney: "I wouldn't be so worried about her finding it, but more worried about her stealing it."


There were some downsides to my day, which included pointless drama, something blown out of proportion, but I choose to not concentrate on it.

I'm just that kind of girl that needs to feel comfortable. I'm made easily uncomfortable and being around people who have made me feel uncomfortable/were rude to me/called me names doesn't make me so comfortable. When I express this to the people I'm closest to, I expect seriousness back, not the constant cracking of jokes or comments that really don't make me feel all that better but actually much worse. All I wanted was to let them know how I felt and now it's this huge issue... Sigh. I'd like to think it'd blow over. Soon. Tomorrow? Please?

Sometimes I hate that I get so uncomfortable that I get physically sick, but it's how I'm wired. I can't help it.

Why does it seem everybody likes the bad guy? He's full of himself. Thinks he's smarter than everybody. He's rude. Obnoxious. He humiliated me in front of everybody. Called me a bitch. A fatass. They shouldn't be allowed to win. I shouldn't have to look bad because I don't want to be around them.

End of rant.

Bitter

Tonight I am bitter. I don't really know what brought on this feeling, but I'm suddenly just so angry... At what? I guess I'm not really sure. It's March. That's my explanation for part of it. The other part? I'm still upset about things I shouldn't be. They're crappy people. They SUCK. So why am I so concerned with how they act and what they do? FAIL SYDNEE. Just stop.

I wish I could just....not worry about certain things that obviously shouldn't matter. Fuck them, right? They ditched me. They....whatever. I have amazing friends. Why am I fretting?

It may have been two months, but I'm still fragile. March, die.

Drive Thru Customer of the Night;

Random guy: My friend wants to know if you're white.
Me: ....Yes?
Random guy: I TOLD YOU SHE WAS WHITE!
Random guy 2: Awww, you're sure you're not mexican or native?
Me: Yes...
*shuts window*
Me: Tanner...
Tanner: What?
Me: Some guy just asked me if I was white?
Tanner: What did you tell him?
Me: Yes?
Tanner: BUT YOU'RE NOT! You're native american.

Five hours wasted at Burger King, but that means money.
And tomorrow I get to go back for five and a half.
Oh the joy.

Thursday;

Today was a disappointment:
-As I was walking the halls, a boy walked out of a class and slammed right into me. I apologized when it was his fault and he looked at me and said "Fuck you." D;
-My prom dress I ordered didn't fit.

Today was an accomplishment:
-Aced my Spanish test.
-Didn't procrastinate for once and got my essay done right after school for government. I'm totally getting 10 percent extra credit tomorrow!
-Found another pretty prom dress instead. It's purple. :D

Bring on tomorrow,

Today...

I feel like a creep.
I feel like I've been creeped on.

In general, there's just a whole lot of creepiness going around.